I am sorry, but I have to announce that I am postponing this story. I am not sure if I will ever finish it, but now I have no power nor energy to write.
My dog, Zuzana, is very seriously sick. I`ve spend every day this week at the vet with her and it will probably continue like this for a while until….until she will feel up for it. Then…It is even hard to write it or to say it aloud.
I have her for 15 years. It is more than half of my life. She is my baby. And now it seems my life will change. I don`t want that. But I am powerless.
I`ve been through a lot but this is the hardest week in my life. And I know it is not the worst yet.
She is incredibly brave and she fights. It is admirable.
I wish I could just push the reset button and start all over again with her as a puppy.